Saturday, June 30, 2007
me and Med Tech.
back to school.
School promises a lot of tantrums, breakdowns, crying, and the sweet euphoria. because of all those exams, long boring lectures, complicated exercises & crushes up and about in school, those mixed emotions will surely fill you up. Plus 3rd year students are guaranteed 100% of this. yeap 3rd year students, specifically us 3rd year Medical Technology students. the first, and 1 and only year we are introduced on what're we gonna be doing on the next years of our lives. we only have one year, one shot before we go on with our lives. they say the year where the real deal begins. some say all you need is diligence, but what if you don't have that kind of virtue? i say all you have to do is love it, love it, and love it. i never thought life of a med tech would be this hard. i started out thinking all those big stuffs after med tech, my big dreams of going to med school and becoming a neurologist. ive never given an ounce of thought about the first phase, the 4 years of med tech.because the first two years are like those of a kid. young and free. it never hit me real hard about what im gonna do now. my first day as a 3rd year, i was scared to my wits, because teachers were talking about how hard it is, how torture it is being at this level. and when i first glanced at what im about to venture(my syllabus), my "scaredness" doubled or maybe tripled from that day. the worst part is that there is always the possibility of failure, at this level that failure thing is constantly with you, and im scared to death of it. but somehow maybe all those scary and hard things would be alright if you really have the heart for it and the dream of it and the passion for it. med tech scares me really, yet i still find room to love it. =)
(p.s.: now yan. maybe in the next 5 mos i would curse it to death. sana hindi nman.)
but blah! what the hell am i talking about! i havent even really started!! i have exams next week and all i do is blog? shame on me. haha. well do pray for me. and somehow maybe i could return the favor. haha. now im a beggar. anyway gotta go. ive got all my subjects lurking behind me asking me to read them all right now! ta-ta.
inked by alex at 11:57 PM
DUDE, no more blog leave!
yeap. im back. with a new skin. and a new me. coz im starting my 3rd year as a medtech!
not much to say now, but im psyched to get back to blogging.
inked by alex at 1:17 PM
